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Simphiwe Ngema in ‘excruciating pain’ since Dumi Masilela’s death

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In an emotional Instagram post Simphiwe Ngema spoke about her “anxiety attacks,” “anger” and “loneliness” since the death of her husband, Dumi Masilela.

Rhythm City actor Dumi Masilela died from injuries sustained as a result of an attempted hijacking in August.

Simphiwe married the former Idols SA contestant two months before his death.

Taking to Instagram the grieving widow wrote: “It’s been 3months since I lost my husband. 3 months of sleepless nights, trauma, anxiety attacks, crying uncontrollably, anger, excruciating pain, loneliness, denial, bargaining and a lot of unanswered questions that leave me paralysed with fear. (sic)”

She goes on to say that some days she feels like she “hasn’t moved” and a future without Dumi makes her “anxious.”

Read the full post here:

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03-11-17. It's been 3months since I lost my husband. 3months of sleepless nights, trauma, anxiety attacks, crying uncontrollably, anger, excruciating pain, loneliness, denial, bargaining and a lot of unanswered questions that leave me paralysed with fear. Some days feel like I haven't moved or feel like it's not getting better. I've just learnt to take it one breath at a time. I don't know what tomorrow holds, I still don't know what God's plan is and the thought of a future without "our future" still makes me anxious, all I can do is trust God. He is all I know. I am holding onto him with broken hands but still holding on nonetheless. I miss you terribly! My boongy @dmasilela 💔😭 #eternalcrush

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